Depressed Post

Do not know what to write and how to write. This does not mean that I do not have something to write about. I have and have really lots to talk about, just the problem is that I do not know if I want somebody to know about my feelings, about what's going on in my head and not only.

Now, everybody thinks that I am strong, can do what I want. They think I am ambitious and working hard to get what I want ... but ... how can this be a truth, if I can not even get a puppy
who could be my best friend.

I can't trust people around me, I do not even trust myself anymore.